. made in heaven ★

[x] blog crews.

2008-06-07T08:04:33Z

BLOG CREWS.

→ Kim Junsu is my ★ T I N K E R B E L L 彡
my ~love for 《 김준수 》 is bigger than the 's vitality ♥

｢♪ Heart, Mind & Soul (Accapella Version) &
Rising Sun (Extended Concert Version): the 동방신기/東方神起 melodies of my life ｣

••• asian male artist blog crew ♬ 《 이루 》

《 I kissed 이루 ☆ on New Year's 2008 ♥ 》

★【 Casanova KPop Blog Crew ♬ 】《 김준수 》사랑해요♥
★【 Femme Fatale JPop Blog Crew ♬ 】《 大塚愛 》だいすき♥

강대성 + » ♥ internet obsession!! ♥

「PERFECT GIRL EVOLUTION」 † Noi

[±] Echizen Ryoma from Prince of Tennis

The end is just the beginning.

2008-04-26T02:38:05Z

bah. school in 3 days. someone keeeeeel me plz T_______T;;;
still haven't done jap, maths or physics homework. D:
at least I finished that book for english before the term even ended.. *phew*

tulip fever. the strangest book I've come across in ages. but that's 'cause I haven't read much for the past few years, lol.
sure, lust & deception. that's alright I guess.. but mann the graphic images they give your imagination @___@;;;
I felt sorry for the old guy in the end.. lol. hated him throughout the whole story but.. ehhhh. it's a story with random twists put in random places of the story. the last... page or so? of the book.. it confuses you even more. o.O;;
and the edition from the school has these paintings put in randomly between pages to, I guess, describe the setting? the paintings they put in this book is like...... w.t.f. XD;;;

it's sorta sad we have to analyse this book for english as our set text for this term. I think. damn, I actually wanted to do Shakespeare, rofl. well.. I guess that's for next term. I JUST WANT GOOD GRADES DAMMIT T__________T;;;;.
parent teacher interviews are like 3rd or 4th week back. or was it 2nd?! eeeeeeeeek. -diediedie- my first term results weren't so bad... I think. @____@;;;;.

ajdsjks I don't want school!! I was perfectly fine during school holidays. 8DD no drama, no STRESS FOR ONNCEEE!

come to think of it.. I actually do want to read more. I've been reading manga for the past few years. DDD: hardly anything to learn about in them.. except about Japanese culture XDD;;;
& my vocab has totally downgraded. so any recommendations? I don't know where to start, lol. oh! & I don't like extremely thick books btw.. i.e LotR. D:

bah. i still feel like crap. my digestive system feels like it's been messed around by someone.. or something. TT;;

Aus. DBSK fans, UNITE! lol.

2008-04-21T14:19:44Z

I think staying indoors for 3 days in a row is making me feel depressed and lonely. =[
I can't even speak properly, it's scary. Like my cantonese is all gibberish when I talk.. D:.

So today I found an Australian DBSK forum: TVXQ Australia. PLEASE JOIN! If you're Australian, and is a DBSK fan of course. XD;; It's sorta freaky that there are so many Australian DBSK fans that I didn't know about, yet really good 'cause then you don't feel like you're the only one in this "wide nation" that you live in. It just started up a couple of days ago, but it's growing.. at least I hope it is. XDD & if anyone does decide to join tell me so that I know who you are there, lol. ;D

Oh, and the fact that its started up by Soompiers is sorta strange too. @_____@;;

I really need to get out more. I want to go K! But organising an outing like that is so hard.. no one that I've invited wants to go ;_____;. Though I have tried conning them into going by using their weaknesses... >D -ish evil- it's not like I BITE. >>;;

Great, now my computer doesn't even SAVE jpeg / png / gif files from right click -> save picture as. Does anyone know how to fix this?!! I tried to change my settings, but I don't even know what to change!! It's driving me nuts x[ ! Especially with all the new pics that come out in my fandoms T_____________T;;;. Gaaaaaaaahhhh. I need a new Windows XP.

Must go to sleep. I sleep at ridiculous times lately.. >>;;;.

p.s HS MARATHON! ooh "i believe"! iiiiitssss sooooo gooooooooooodddd *O*!!

EDIT: Ahhh I forgot to add that I've updated my profile and my layout: eternity_faded, lol. just back to simple black & white. & yes I know my profile banner sucks =[ I really fail at ps.

SUPER STAR.

2008-04-03T13:20:16Z

Everyday and every night you're my sexy(?) star~
PIMPING: 초신성 - Super Star

I LOVE THIS SONG. LOVE LOVE ♥♥♥ IT.
FROM THE VERY FIRST SECOND. GWANGSU & JIHYUK RAPPING *O*
Damn, I still can't recognise all of the member's individual voices but PHWOAR! THEY SOUND SO FRAPPIN' SEXY ITS NOT FUNNY ~O~
Ok, the chorus may sound a bit repetitive but ZOMG SO CATCHY ToT
This song reminds me of another song actually.. but I don't know what, I can't put my finger on it... hmm.
I'm so happy they've released something new!! It's only one song on a compilation album, but at least it's something and omg it's so good *O*~~ ++ they're back to the dance / pop music that I fell in love with! 8DDv
I DEMAND you all to download it! 8D;;; or at least try it out for me ;____; IT'S WORTH IT :D

UUUGHH I wish I could see the choreography to this song T_________T;; If it's anything like HIT.. ♥__♥ !!
-goes to raid sites for more info- MV, PRZ?! >__________<;;;;

OK I FOUND SOMETHING AND ITS PART OF A 3 PART MV DRAMA ?!
Ahh~ with the SG Wannabe & FT Island song x333!! I love those songs too lol wtf XDD
MV YESSS Boxing?? akfjhsdj the MV looks good too waaaaahh~~ the girl looks like Lee Yeonhee omgwtf O_O
How am I gonna sleep tonight T________T;;;

BEAUTIFUL YOU OMGG please say it airs tomorrow >___<!! Or well.. tonight.. hehe.
It would be such a nice wake up call or smth. ;D
ajkfhsdjs MUST SLEEP. LACK OF SLEEP MAKES ME LOONY. >>;;;

paranoia.

2008-03-25T13:47:07Z

So... Camp is tomorrow. DDD:
Ok now I'm scared and paranoid that i've forgotten to pack something, or something's gonna happen or askdbjfds I don't know T_______T;;;
Aiii.. me and my paranoid self. >>;;
I think I've packed everything.. I cant fit my food stash though. =____=''
I hope we actually have free time to be able to hang out with our friends without having to do study skills or whatever we're supposed to be doing on the camp. I think I'll kill myself before it even ends if that's the case.

I'm gonna miss the next round of fancams that will possibly be out from tomorrow's concert ;______;
Ok I sound stupid. It's only three days (not even! 2 & 1/2) away from home but afdkshfsdkgfdsk I'm gonna miss themm DBSK boys T___T;;. BTW! Those floorplans of their new apartment that got released scare me. Like..STALKISH MUCH, CASSIOPEIA?? Yeah, I understand you may feel the need to uhm, I don't know, SNEAK INTO THEIR ROOM AT NIGHT but seriously! Floorplans??!! That's just crazy.
& that Suju airport fancam! WTF. Sometimes, I feel ashamed to be Chinese to tell the truth. Ahh, I remember when DBSK went to Hong Kong, now THAT was freaky shit. Suju's case was worse in some ways, those `bodyguards` were physically just SHOVING the people out of the way!! Those dai luk people, aiiii. >>;;;

My computer is so dodgy. It took 30 minutes to open MSN?!?!! And then it just freezes in the end.
Urgh, why did I end up with the oldest computer?!! =O=;;

I shall see ya`ll when I get back =D
Hopefully with some freaky camp stories to share, lawlz ;D
Ahhhhh!! I just remembered, I'm taking a ferry to the island. O.O'' Crap.
Must. sleep. 12.43AM. T_______________T;;

+++ BYEBYE~ *waves to all* ^_______^v

I really want to go and dig a hole to bury myself in. TT;

2008-03-16T12:58:14Z

Seriously. T______T
Physics sux, I don't know why I chose it. No friggin' clue.
Why is English compulsory ?!?!! Oh, that's right.
To make our lives miserable.
=________='''
Apart from it being "an important subject that will be needed later in life", IT'S SO HARD TO UNDERSTAND AND BORING AND WTF WHAT TYPE OF AREA STUDY IS JOURNEYS?!??!!!

AND THAT CHEATER IN MATHS. THAAAAAAT CHEEATTEERR IS GONNA GET HIS / HER ASS KICKED ON MONDAY. *grits teeth*
It's a long story, but someone gave someone else the questions / answers who wasn't there on the day of the asessment, someone else overheard them talking about it and told the head teacher and NOW WE HAVE TO TAKE IT AGAIN. & most probably a HARDER one. All our work in that test is gonna go in the shredder. T__T
I can't say I'm not overly happy. I didn't finish it in the first place XD;;;;;;;;;;;;
BUT! What sort of idiot would just give away the questions?!?!! Why?!?!! >[

*chucks everything around the room like TOP in I'm Sorry*

Ahh, sorry that's a really bad analogy T______T;;

My stressed / bad mood has been contributed by the DBSK thread in Soompi. I can't stand reading through it, even though it is really resourceful. aikfhdfjs people just don't think things through before they post. =O=;;;; it's so negative I just want to cyber-chuck things at them. >>;;;

On the other hand, I've been downloading way too much music in one day. over 1.5gb of in one day @___@;;. With my connection, that's a record. XD;;; I love Hirai Ken's album! & Kangta's Eternity is too short T__T;; can't believe he's off to the military soon D: . Those Kissing You remixes has made me gone SNSD crazy I think XD;;; I can't stop singing that line in the chorus.. "... kissing you oh my love~!" XDDD;;;

LOL! @ those 3rd Tour goodies! WTF TOHOSHINKI SPOONS?!?!! & BINOCULARS ?!! XDD;;;
What an evil ploy for money >>;;;
Their logo for the 3rd Tour totally reminded me of TRANSFORMERS though. Especially that black shirt with the purple logo on it. XD;;;
And that.. photo album looking thing. I have absolutely no clue what it is. Unless its their concert pamphlet thing o.o'' someone please enlighten me on this XD;;
BUTBUT THEIR PROMO PICS ARE SO FRAPPIN' GOOD *_________* they look like school pics ! XDD
YES! SuJaeMin, 2YOO! 8333 Remember last year was SuJaeHo & YooMin >D~ ahh guys in suits & ties kill meee dead >___<;;

P.S:
- HAHAHHAHHAHAHAHHA ahh THIS VID rocks XDDD! It definitely helps in learning the steps, but I can't concentrate with their voices so low and robotic XDDD;;; might study it after all my assessments are over and done with. XD oh! and there's a LAST ANGEL one somewhere too 8DD;
- How can the Royal Easter Show be smack bang between now and the school holidays?!?!! Actually, Easter is ridulously early this year. o.O;; Something about the full moon.. ?? Ahh I dunno. But the show's gonna lose a lot of people this year.. we can only go on Long Easter Weekend, and the weekend after that!! =O=;;;
- My brother went to the F1 races in Melbourne this weekend. Lucky ~~bastard~~ person. XD;; I want to escaaape schoooool ;____;

....I must do this essay. T_____T;;
NiiTE! 8]

The Prince vs. The Child of God.

2008-03-02T09:48:30Z

This.
can't.
be.
HAPPENING!!!!!!!!
*punches wall*

....

*goes to cry in a corner, sulking away (Tamaki-style) ready to bury herself in a deep dark hole and rest peacefully.. or maybe not*

PRINCE OF TENNIS. THE END. THE END ?!??!?!!
Excuse me while I CRY A RIVER OF SADNESS. TT________________________TT;;;;;;;;

WTFFFFFF HOW CAN IT END ?!?!?!!!!! HOOOW?!?! ;_______;
It was such an abrupt ending too!!! Ryoma goes back to America.. to do WHAT EXACTLY ?!?!?!! Join some street tennis team ?!?! WTF !! They look like gangsters to me. =O=;;;
I guess Ryoma's goal of reaching his father's level was successful.. but Nanjirou 'said' he wasn't there yet !! I want more development dammit akjbssddjf T_________T
I WANTED TO SEE THAT TEZUKA/FUJI MATCH FOR GOODNESS SAKES. GAAAAAHHHH.
Funny how Kaidoh became Seigaku's buchou!! LOLOL Momoshiro is like Oishi, except in a more vocal way. XD;;
But uhm.. the majority of the last chapter.. IS A SONG ?!?!?!!! Mann, I want to hear this in song-form. ROFL it's called "Dear Prince".

HOWEVER; Ryoma beats Yukimura in "unforeseen" circumstances. THE PINNACLE OF PERFECTION. Yeah, we TOTALLY knew that was gonna happen. >>;;; the last door of "Muga" opens.. obviously.

Arrrrghhh I still can't believe it's over >_______<;;;;;

I remember 5 1/2 years ago, when I first got into this manga/anime. I watched the first 20 eps in a day, lol. no one understood what I was talking about at school 'cause...well, I was 11 years old. It's scary now that I think about it @@;;; I was as obsessed with Prince of Tennis then as much as I am now with 동방신기. Ahhh..~ the memories. XD;; Saving everything related to it, watching as much episodes in a day =w=.
That was all before high school though. Lol, and people thought I was weird 'cause I liked an manga/anime about tennis. >>;;
Well, guess what? Now they all love it. PUAHAHA~~ XD!

I guess there's still the OVA to be completed.. ooh! Maybe the song will be sung in it XD;;;
It sounds so.. strange. & Konomi Takeshi wrote it! @@;;;

I don't think I'll get over this in a long while.. I was hoping this day would never come so soon T______T;;;

*cries more*

man I feel pathetic. XD;;;

Happy belated Birthday Changmin~!

2008-02-19T12:07:00Z

Happy belated 20th Birthday, Changmin-minnie!! X3

Though you always act much older than your age, I will always love the adorable smile & mis-matched eyes that belong to you~ they always somehow make me smile in return 833. ♥~
But I just have to say, even your height sometimes scares me sometimes >< !!
Your snarky comments always make me laugh XD always knowing when to be smart.
I hope you had a great day with your close loved ones!
I know I did, SPREADING THE MIN!LOVE at school XDDD!

And I chose this pic because.. well to me it feels very nostalgic for some reason =33~

This is really late but I was really busy ;~; I just hope Changmin's enjoying being TWO-OH now >DD!

*-- Yunho Leader-shi, forever love.

2008-02-06T12:01:05Z

Happy Birthday, 정윤호 !!!

You`re amazing qualities as a singer + dancer + leader make me proud to be your fan.
The amount of effort you always put into your work makes me feel so touched, to see you working so hard for your fans.
No matter what, words can never describe how much I admire you & what you do.
I hope you get to enjoy this happy occasion with the ones you love & care for~ & know that your fans love & care for youu TOO!! ^w^
Hwaiting for another successful year for you~ x] (& no more dramas, plz. STAY HEALTHY & SAFE ><;;)

On another note, I totally threw a Changmin-tantrum at school today during Physics class. Think The King's Men XD;;;~
Some people just don`t know when to stop >>;;.

Happy New 2008 !!

2008-01-01T10:57:10Z

Totally late, as usual.
But! I hope you all had/is having a good night (err.. I`m not sure if anyone else is still celebrating the night ^^;;) !! I certainly did, playing mahjongg `til 2.30am in the morning. Funfun~ XD
My relatives came over because it was only my bro, grandma and me at home. They are seriously crazy-mahjongg obsessed players (they`re chinese, and ...old. So it makes sense xD;;) & they forced me to play with them. D= I lost $6.10 !! But I wasn`t using my money.. >D I used my cousin's instead. But she said I could keep the profit if I err.. won any. And obviously I didn`t so T_______T;;

We left at 11.30pm though to go to the local park to watch the fireworks, as we usually do every year. IT WAS SO PRETTY *O*~~ the best as of late, 2006 wasn`t that good, and 2007 was supposedly not that great either (I was in HK so I didn`t see XD;) .. but 2008 WOAH !! There were these cute cube-looking ones that opened up, and love hearts, etc. The symbol on the Harbour Bridge was.. different. LOL. At least I think its this circle, and theres these 4 lines with the circle flashing outwards?! Couldn`t tell. But it was definitely a great fireworks display this year<3.

But one thing I learnt about myself yesterday/this morning - I can still fall asleep even if I had two cups of coffee 2 hours earlier @_________@;;;;;;. Is this abnormal?! I think this applies to apples too D=. Meaning caffeine has absolutely no effect on me... great. NOW what's gonna keep me awake during stressful school days >>;;;

I have a sudden fetish for shoeboxes. I need boxes of any sort to store my stuff thats cluttering my table, so I thought of a great idea "Why don`t I use old shoeboxes that no one needs anymore?!" So I asked my mum for boxes and she gave me a whole bunch. Yay! I need boxes for my magazines, collectibles, cds/dvds, and stationery. And more stuff I just don`t remember what XD! And I can write all over the boxes and say what I have in it XDXD~

The CDTV LAST ANGEL Performance made me a bit teary. YES! You`re probably thinking "How?!!!". I think it's cause it's the best live of LAST ANGEL out of all them, in my opinion. THE BEST. Even though it was short (again >>;;), their voices were on par with the recording, their dancing was so STRONG (LOOK AT YUNHO DURING JUNSU/KODA's VOCAL PART IN THE BEGINNING O_O;;), AND THANK GOD. THE BEST OUTFITS EVER FOR THIS !!! BLACK WORKS BEST, AFTERALL 8D;; !! Yes, I can still spazz about a LAST ANGEL perf. even though that 'period' is err.. over ? xD;;

I don`t think I`ll ever be able to catch up with all 3 gayo shows @_____@;; WHY SO MANY DDX ?! But just watching one performance with TOP makes me extremely sad =[.. BB's schedule is just as hectic as Dong Bang's !!! T___T;

BUT SPEAKING OF WHICH, FOR THE WORLD IS ROCKIN` AWESOME. OK, maybe how they phrased some of the lyrics could be considered "Engrish", but seriously, BB's english is actually pretty good !! ^O^~ I love Together Forever & Always *O*! I don`t know about the lyrics in `BIG BANG` though.. "She's no phony, she's my roni, And she would always like to ride my pony.." ERR, TOP ?!!! @__@;;

HAPPY NEW 2008, EVERYONE~~

Saranghaeyo~ maybe it really is forever ?

2007-12-28T12:20:10Z

I think I literally spent the last two days listening to solely DBSK music. I think. >__<;;

I was celebrating the fact that it was DBSK's 4th Anniversary (Happy 4th~!!) and wanted to listen to their older music (because I hadn`t listened to it in a while.. @__@;;). I opened iTunes and because of the disaster that happened last time - my library got corrupted and deleted, i`ve been using WMP/Winamp ever since - I just added DBSK's discography. I hit shuffle and played.. and I couldn`t be bothered to add anyone else `cause I was lazy (but I added SNSD - Girls' Generation & BB - Hot Issue because I had those songs stuck in my head mysteriously .__.;;)... then yesterday I listened to all their classic ballads/nice slow songs i.e One, You only love, Asu wa Kuru Kara, Remember, Unforgettable, Begin, Love in the Ice, Yeo Haeng Gi, Evergreen...... a lot. Then I realised why I do love them this much. Because of their music.

Yes, honestly. If it wasn`t for their music, I`m sure none of us would be here, yeah? Ok, maybe I`m wrong. But I know I wouldn't. I wouldn`t be this involved in their activities, I wouldn`t know this much about them, I wouldn`t even have bothered to keep up with their releases @___@;;; furthermore I wouldn`t even have signed up to any forums in the first place. AND, they opened up the door to Kpop for me. I used to be just in Jpop world~ with all the high-pitched voices and many Jrockers (though I still love them XD;;)... I wouldn`t have heard of any artists out of Korea apart from Rain & Se7en and most likely I wouldn`tve liked them anyway (but now I love Se7en, not so much Rain >>;;). They gave me an open-mind about music, to tell the truth.

Haha~ I sound like I`m worshipping them, but I really do owe half my music collection to them. XD;; (and the fact that my HD nearly died because of them.. >__<;;) And I would never have found out about Zhang Liyin !! & Eru ! & Suju ! & all those Kpop artists I love !!! DDDDX
So I owe it all to blindedbypurple because she's the one that sent that YT clip of the Banjun Theater & Rising Sun to me. RISING SUN. The song that made me want to learn the whole dance (I never did btw >>;; but I got the chorus !) & watch the MV 50 gazillion times. Well actually I watched the Japanese MV more because Junsu!nudging the guy that drops the hot dog & Changmin with his beanie slipping every 5 seconds make me ROFL. XD. But woah~ I remember those days... even if they were about a year and a half ago.. >>;;

And I wouldn`t have met all of you~~♥!! Yeah, seriously. x33
I would`ve just absorbed myself more into my anime world .___.;;; (well I still do anyway, but not so much now ^^;)
But I guess the downside.. all the money spent ;___;
& crying inside because of all the stuff I can`t want that's so shiny because of my poor state.

It's their anniversary! It's made me write essays about them & how they've ~~saved~~changed my life @_____@;;;
It's over, but in my book you can still party for the week after your "birthday" and it won`t matter. =O='''

So apart from DBSK in my life.......

I don`t really know. DX
Ahhh~~ I just sounded like a total stalker in this entry >______<;;;;;;;;

Ahh! I remember now. Ikuta Toma - Nakatsu from Hana Kimi, yes?! (or maybe not.. I've barely finished watching it >>;;)
Well I heard he's in the Live Action Honey & Clover drama?!!! Argh~ gives me a reason to watch the anime, season II of it AND the movie. Baahh~~ I doubt I`ll be able to finish the anime before the new year.. it could be part of my New Year's Resolution XD !! ....pretty lame but gah. I don`t know. It's 11pm here. And I had sushi for dinner.. & mango for dessert. Maybe it warped my brain @___@;
It's my sister's b`day today~!! She's old, haha. I won`t disclose her age, but wahah~ she's still obsessed with her manga & anime.. but then again her boyfriend is too and he's even older .__.;;

Ahh I better stop before I ramble some more~

I WANT THAT `LOVE` (A.K.A OTSUKA AI) PLUSHIE FROM CAPITOL. GIMMEEEE~~~ T_______________T;;
&& wtf you can win a-nation plushies?! fuwafuwa~~ XD

RUN IT, RUN IT.

2007-12-19T11:58:39Z

I still haven`t got my Secret Santa present yet. And we were supposed to exchange on Graduation Day. T____T;;
But I have thought about what I`m getting !! {And I`m not saying until I give it because she reads this... sometimes. DX; gomen ne!! >____<;;}

But since we exchanged on last Friday, I got mine !! & my Secret Santa so happened to be Celine ^^
She got me this extremely cute polar bear which is my Seigaku Mascot !!! Seigaku because she also made the jacket it's wearing - which is supposed to be the Seigaku Jacket >O<~~ ♥
I spent the rest of the day trying to hug it ><;; it's really adorable~~ I've kind of named it Junsu `cause I want to name my things after Dong Bang members >>;;.. but it might go back to Karipin.. (but since Karipin's the name of Ryoma's cat it seems kinda inappropriate =X).. well for the moment it's called Xiah Junsu. XD
I currently don`t have it because Celine took it home to make the hat she couldn't make in time for the exchange.. ILU CAC!! o(>O<)o

I think I`ve fallen more in love with 초신성 Supernova. So I signed up to CSS Intl. But I think I`ll join Starburst too >O<;;... they`re a really different group, IMO. ^^~ They can dance & sing very well live! HIT is really addictive, same with 슬픈 내 사람 !! Love Hunter is catchy too..~~ ^_______^..
I must check out them in the new SeeYa MV which is 9 mins. long?!! Not nearly as bad as their debut MV though XD~. Geon-il is the main character & it looks like Ji-Hyuk tries to take Nam Gyuri away (at least I think that's Nam Gyuri... ><;;) ?? Just judging from the caps though X33
I remember I mentioned how Sungje looked a lot like Jaejoong when I first looked them up,.. that's defnitely not the case now. I think it was just the bishie-ness I saw in them two that made them look like each other ==;;;. Sungmo is adorable ;~~;. You can tell that they really love each other just by watching the Arirang Extra Special they featured in XD;;;

I can`t believe I totally missed this but Happy Birthday to Hyun Joong (of Tykeys) !!! I wish you lots of success in the future`~ x]
I really hope they get more promotion and possibly a new album next year.. they are so underrated >___<;; ..or worse still please don`t break up. T______T I hate the fact that they`re a "project group". It's more likely that they break up and pursue solo careers (like Bae Seul Gi.. but I guess that was the purpose of The Reds? =S).. ahh I still love you guys ♥~

All I`m doing at home is ..searching through fandoms to see what else I don`t know (which is a lot.. ==''). What an exciting life I have. T______T;; My hiphop performance is on Saturday D=.. at Parramatta Riverside Theatre. Someone kill me, please. I think I`m gonna die of exhaustion (like I nearly did yesterday in the class @__@;;). `Cause the fact is, we still haven`t even finished the dance. ==''' Even though I`m only in 2/3 of them, and one of the ones I`m in is not finished.. I`m still worried. We need to make up 30 seconds of the rest of the song, which is The Way I Are [it's funny because everytime I say The Way U Are, I keep saying "I" instead of "U" >>;;;].. should be interesting...

-goes off to worry even more about Sat.-

P.S ...and now my mum is lecturing me on my communication skills. >>;; Just because my cousin didn`t understand when I tried inviting her to christmas dinner on behalf of my dad. =____='''
P.P.S Nearly forgot!! && congrats to Philip for an excellent HSC UAI ^^v... his mum is bragging to everyone about it ..>>;;.
P.P.P.S Big Bang you amaze me so much @______@;; ALWAYS in BEATBOX STYLE/ACAPELLA is .. *______*

Fashionably late.... >D

2007-12-16T13:39:55Z

I`m late. Totally late. DX But I didn`t forget!!!

HAPPY B`DAY XIAH 준수-DOLPHY-FIN (a.k.a the name of my new Seigaku Mascot >O<..details later)
May you have great happiness & success for years to come~
Remember; you were born to sing.
I will always support you !! ♥♥

Oh goodness, I really wished he got work off ~~today~~yesterday.. but spending it with fans is probably just as good as having no work ! XD;; -ishselfish>>;;yesgoaheadandshootTT;;-
But at least he got a cake (with a dolphin on it?!?!! ^O^) & got cake-d by Yunho & Yoochun XD!!
I hear much Yoosu action happened~
ZLY sang really well too~.. I think/hope. ^^;; AND SHE LOOKED SO PRETTY AT THE PRESSCON *O*~

....but I'm so behind on Dong Bang stuff it's really not funny anymore.
And I`m supposed to have the most time now to relax and catch up on fandom =O=;;;
Gahh.. I barely know which country they're in. And they have to start promoting Together like.. now?! After Thailand concert... =X
And thats about all I know. I only knew the other day that the release of their third album was.. confirmed. D=
At least I know what I want in January next year already. Tohoshinki 3rd Album & ZLY First Album (provided it comes out next year in Jan.. T_____T;;; I`ll cry if it doesn't. Seriously. ...*hides away like Tamaki*) .. and what the hell Koda Kumi's Kingdom, Ayu's GUILTY, what else could possibly come out?!! Ahh I know. Big Bang's ~~Jap~~English Mini-album released in Japan. Ohmygoodness. >_____<;;;

SPEAKING OF WHICH; Seungri makes me cry. T_____T;;
I don`t know why he's continuing to dance, we can visibly see he's in so much pain, esp. in the latest Inkigayo performance.. !! Why does this always happen to the members of the groups who have rising popularity?!?!! Yunho/Jaejoong, Kyuhyun, Sungmo (oh well ..literally when they debuted he had to be hospitalised T__T;;), now Seungri?!!! `Tis not fair, not fair at all!!! ;;>___<;; Everytime Seungri went down behind one of the members.. gaahhh *tears* ;____;
And then GD had to cover for Seungri during the Seo Taiji & Boys vs. Deux perf. DX!!!

On a lighter note, I`m obsessed with Last Farewell, more than ever. It's now currently my ringtone, I keep doing the moves to it whenever I hear the song, aaand I keep singing it meaning I do the moves all the time whenever I start singing it. It's an obsession gone outta control, seriously. XD;;

Ahhh DBSK. What's with your single releases lately?!!! Five CD's, with different vocals?!! T_________T;;;
avex/rhythm zone is doing crazy stuff. They have a new single out like, every single month!!! TT;;

anyway;; it's night-time now. 12.30am. and i`m still up. D=
good day/evening =D

....and school cert. results are in...

2007-12-14T10:31:57Z

And I did.. alright. DX
I`M MAJORLY PISSED ABOUT MATHS THOUGH.
ONE MORE FCUKING MARK FOR BAND 6 T_____________________T;;;;;;;;
Is this like.. DESTINED to happen for me?!?! I KNEW something like this would happen! I JUST KNEW IT. =___=
ARGH. And I know EXACTLY which question I could've got an extra mark in and askshfaihsnkmskkkr'egjsd *bawls*
Well, it's only school certificate. My parents didn`t seem to ..err.. know if I did well or not.
I said it was "Alright" and they just nodded "OK".
Like.. wah?! =O=;;
English was a Band 5 too thank god~ I`m happy about that at least ^___^
...but the rest were Band 4. D= (79 FOR SCIENCE OMFG. One more mark then I could've got another Band 5 TT;;)
96/100 for Computing Skills woot !!! ^^;;

But MAJOR SURPRISES.
This guy in my class got 100% FOR MATHS. IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE?!??!!! >_____<;;;;; (Shirley just shot me down. It is very possible >>;;;)
And another guy in the other selective class got All band 6's?!?! And I`m pretty sure I heard right. (And that's possible too ==;; My expectations must be really low for my school.. xD;;)
Our year supposedly has got the best results ever in the school, and they probably say that every year. =__=''
But our averages were pretty high ^__^
55% in our school got band 5/6 for.. English? 45% got band 5/6 in Maths.. etc.

Graduation was much fun, Celine's video KICKED ASS. XD~ (And I earn credit for.. one clip I ripped off YT XD;;;)
The cartoons she did were so funny~ wahaha she depicted "memorable moments" that has happened in our year~
I must try and get that video off her keke~ !!
But err.. she used Jap music for the background?!?!!
I don`t know what she was thinking.. XD;;
'Cause then all of a sudden you hear "WE ARE FIGHTING DREAMERS~" in the FORMAL SECTION. XD!!!
(If you didn`t get it, it's one of the OP's to Naruto XD;;)
Another random thing... on the programme, there was a section where it had best attendance.
And guess who got 98.9%?! 8DD;
Yes~ yours truly!
I have absolutely no idea how I got equal best attendance O.O;;;; I didn't think I was at school that much DX
But I got a "Principal's Award" lol and that equals 4 merit awards so yay~ -ish childish xD;;-

After the graduation..hmm.. I wanted to stay longer to discuss marks with my friends but my parents were bored. So they shooed me off home.
And I immediately went to sleep/nap. =O=;;;; Was way too tired...>>;;

My net's gone wonky. The funny thing is, only LJ works properly. Other sites.. don`t work. D=
At least though~ `cause LJ is my home yah~ XD
But.. images don`t work. T_________T;;;
I can't see anything from Imageshack and some images from PB =_______=''''
So don`t expect me on MSN anytime soon.... ;~~;

...ahhh. I`m gonna miss my friends that are leaving. ....>____<
I guess Year Ten for 2007 is.. over? o.O;

Oh christmas tree, oh christmas tree..~

2007-12-11T13:40:15Z

So it seems like I`m in the christmas spirit.. haha..
Even though I don`t like Christmas carols much, I still sing this stupid tune around the house.. and it's not even right ! I just made it up when I walked past a christmas tree in the city on Monday when I went out with

blindedbypurple. =____=

Ahh well.. I guess Christmas is here. in about 14 more days. or "sleeps" as they call it.
And now I`m listening to Christmas Music too. Asian, though. Because 2007 Winter SMTOWN came out.. and I can`t stop playing Evergreen & Oh Holy Night. T_______T

I don`t get it...
Usually.. christmas doesn`t affect me. I just think "Ooh, christmas trees! & Bells & stars!" and thats about it. I don`t exactly do anything special during this time.. except for Summer Holidays. I remember last year I went to Hong Kong on the 28th.. haha that's about it.
Spending New year's in HK wasn`t very.. comforting for me. Especially since every year I had spent it at home having my big House Party. But last year.. I was 'trying' to sleep when the clock turned 12am.. =/. So I felt like my year didn`t start off very right. Hmm... HK doesn`t celebrate it obviously 'cause they celebrate CHINESE New Year. Ahh well. Shows how `chinese` I am. xD;;;

Back to topic, OH HOLY NIGHT. TOT. ZLY is killing me. Keeeling me. How much longer must we wait?! She hit that note at the end perfectly too !!
Can`t wait for her performance at the Shanghai Cyworld Concert. & DBSK's 'O' Concert in Thailand! She's singing Timeless with Junsu on HIS BIRTHDAY !! Make it the best performance, yeh? XD! Hopefully...surely.. >O<!
I wonder what the members are gonna do, actually. Su is 22.. technically 21.. wahaha~ 4 days !! And I nearly forgot *hits head* unbelievable. Thailand fans, make it a day never to forget~!! XDDv

But I`m worried for his health. For all their health, but Su in particular. Anyband Concert, performance with Sun Yue, extra performances of Timeless in China.. he's got way too much on his plate. AND THE THAILAND CONCERT. D=
Aiiyaa.. and then two days after Thailand concert, Together Single comes out.. mass promotion may be planned for this too DX... I just wish he could've got his birthday off work. So he could enjoy it in Korea, where he misses everyone. But at least he spends it with his fans so.. it.. balances out? Kinda.
It's not normal to be worrying this much for your idol, is it? I feel so stalkish. =______=
No wonder I have no life. Wahaha. >>;;;

P.S My computer is fixed. And I didn`t get anything deleted! Go me. And I got an extra 80GB HD!! Yayy~

Sorry, Gone Psycho Today. Come again tomorrow!

2007-12-01T07:41:25Z

...I have finally watched the Death Note Live Action Movie. About time, nee? XD;;; (And it's been what, a year now?! >>;;)
And btw; it's only the first one. I haven`t even touched The Last Name yet. TT;;
And to be honest; I thought it would be slightly more action-packed.. ==''
I knew what happened anyway, but actually watching it is a different story.
I never realised how much FOOD they had to put in front of MatsuKen @_____@;;;
Puahah~~ loved the "junk-on-a-stick" scene.. XD a piece of cake, donuts and some marshmallows on a stick??? That's a bit extreme.. but then again L is extreme~ lol.
At least the last scene where Naomi kills and suicides is really good. Ryuuk is wayy too funny in this~ banging his head on the roof 'cos he can`t eat any apples !!! XD
I can`t be bothered to watch The Last Name at the moment.. don`t know why. Maybe later. XD;;

Year 10 Formal was on Tuesday. D=. I was nearly late ><;;;;~ I barely made it >>;;
And my shoes kept getting stuck in between the wooden planks >>;;;
It ended up killing my feet.. and itself too. DX (My sister killed me afterwards - she paid for them D=)
But it was still a pretty good night ^___^v
At least they were playing pretty good music.. food wasn`t too bad (could've been worse.. but could've been better as well xD;;).. wahaha my table was a bit crazy. XD~
We started off by singing "We love our bread, we love our butter, but most of all, we love each other!" in really loud voices....ehehe.. there was a bread roll for everyone on our table, that's why. XDD!
After entree we got up and walked around. Took pictures, etc. Then we were shooed back to our seats for main. Then after we finished THAT we got up and walked around again. THEN we were shooed BACK to eat dessert. And then finallly we could leave and do whatever we wanted to do *cough*smoke*cough*. I swear, probably 3/4 of the grade was smoking. How they got them in is beyond me. {And if anyone misinterpreted, I do not smoke. No way in hell. DX} The guys were strip-searched, the girls had their handbags checked. And they allowed the people to smoke! Dude, we're 16 !!! ==''' How stupid. They're all stupid. I nearly suffocated because of the smoke, dammit. Passive smoking, yo!! =O=;;;

It was really fun though.. just talking and "socialising" with my friends and everyone else.. mhm. My pictures are kinda blurry and..a bit stuffed. (Everyone has red eyes, except me. o.O;;;) I`ll try to get them up later.. oh and warning: I look fat and ugly. >D My heels were 10cm tall !! It was pretty bad.. but I didn't get blisters thank god. I suffered (and is still suffering!) muscle pain in my legs and feet, but apart from that I`m not that injured XD;;

But also on Tuesday night.. THE ANYBAND CONCERT WAS ON !!!!!!
Since I've been totally out of it since Formal, I haven't been saving much pics of it or even watched anything except for two Junsu fancams, but WOAH DAMMIT. WOAH. WHAT IS WITH DBSK'S STYLIST?!??!!! Some of the boys' stylists are good, some are not so. I was not liking what Yoochun wore at all. D=. The sunglasses made him look like Rain though (But IMO, he looks like Rain in general xD;;). Yunho embedded diamond neck top was a bit...distracting. LOL. But most of all.. JUNSU'S STYLIST DAMMIT. PUT MORE LOOSE TIES ON THEM, PLEASE. -explodes-

I like Tablo's glasses. As much as it makes him look like a nerd, it looks cute on him~!!! And the ponytail~ woot!! Very cute. I haven`t seen proper pics of BoA & Jin Bora, unfortunately so I can`t comment but I like BoA's dress? XD;;
Ooooh and speaking of which; I saw an Anyband Article in Singtao Newspaper today. Puahaha~ I made my mum translate.. it just says how "Xiah Junsu of DBSK & Tablo of Epik High with BoA & Jin Bora joins together to form the 'ultimate' band." Funny how they only show a picture of BoA, and a picture of DBSK (which actually only showed JJ & Min D=).. I know Jin Bora's chinese name ! XD;; That's about it.

Cyworld Concert in.. 2 days?? Uwaahh.. DBSK & Liyin !!! And Show Luo & Jasmine Leong? It's bound to be good ! If they don't broadcast this, I think I'm going to smash something, seriously. I'm lacking in HQ videos of Liyin D=. AND SHE'S PERFORMING TIMELESS !! DBSK FANS ARE GONNA RECORD IN THIS HQ COS OF JUNSU, YES?? XDD;;;;. Well they better...err that is if it is broadcasted. TT;;;. The Malaysia Concert just proves how much shes improved on her performance of Timeless. >O<;;

A bit spastic today, woops. Will try and get pix up later of random stuff & formal.
SCHOOL ENDS FOR ME ON MONDAY. >O< -It ish not compulsory to attend at all after last friday, I just need to buy my blazer. XD;;- YIPPEE FOR MWEE~ =P

BONJOUR PARIS will be the death of me. T_________T;;

2007-11-21T11:29:41Z

I want money.
No, I NEED money.
Why the HELL is it over AUD$150 ?!?!! I thought it was like.. $120, max. !!! =='''
-dreams & hopes shattered- =_____________=;;;;
Someone owes me a christmas present !!! 8DDD;;;;;;
....T______________T;;;

The pictures are enough to make my eyes pop out. =O=;;; -puaha Junsu with a Baguette. XD!-
The DVD makes me melt dammit. That video of the guys greeting (more like killing) Junsu when he comes back from Brazil *O*~ that one moment totally made my day. Their bond with each other is so strong !! ->> evidence is right there, yo! XDD~ ANDAND! it looked like Yunho & Yoochun was fighting over Junsu 'cos they were trying to hug Su so tight he nearly suffocated~!!! ^O^~
And the video where Yoosu bicker over how to properly pronounce "Bonjour" !! ROFL. I re-watched that video 5 times in a row~ so funny how they fight. I was just..err.. `fascinated`(?) with the Korean that was coming out of their mouths. -gosh i`m so..abnormal. wahaha~-..and I`ve heard that song they were singing before ! Don`t know where from though..
One thing's for certain : so much Su ♥love !!!! *O* Yoochun AND Jaejoong feeding Junsu?!?!!
-dies-

..-revives-
It's not fair !! I need money. It's good for my health !! XD;;;;

OH. MKMF 2007. T`was a DISASTER. I was watching it LIVE and.. you could tell the MC's were kinda having a hard time keeping things under control (even though they were GREAT~ LEE DA HAE FTW! ^O^) .. considering Cassiopeia's outburst.. I can`t blame them really. But to sing "Balloons" over the MC's and the presenting of an award.. that just totally turned me off. It's one thing to be angry and want to do something about it, but to be ..that rude? Cassiopeia has done something as bad as that before though... but honestly. DBSK wasn`t even accepting an award. The Overseas Popularity award was announced what, 24 hours before the awards show even began?! I`m sure everyone would've known who won =/.
But just believing rumours won`t get you anywhere. XD;
One thing that annoyed me was that M.Net said DBSK were never going to be there, but uhm excuse me? Their name WAS announced at the beginning of the show where they announced the Guest List. Hypocrite, anyone?? =='''

GO CSJH!! They did have the best dance, IMO. Super Junior.. nahh. I like the HBD, OK? dance more.. but that's just me XD! But CHO SHIN SUNG should've been nominated! That dance ish so..diverse. Jumping over people ! XD;;; They looked so good on the night! *O*~ and their 30 second dance in.. Act 2? [the one with Epik High] totally surprised me ! WOOT !! They should've won something..but ahh well. Too many new artists this year.. *coughWonderGirlscough* ^______^

Speaking of which.. puahaha. Now I keep singing "Tell me tell me t-t-t-t-tell me ~ " at school.. mainly to annoy my friend. XD ! She hates the song &.. them. I don`t really mind them, 'cause I only like two songs of theirs (Tell Me & Irony).. but wahaha she gets so annoyed. [Yes, she's korean ^^;;] AND ! I keep singing "just wanna fall in love~" <- Sarangeun mashitda - Wheesung too !! It's my happy song. But soon it's going to be..

TOGETHER !!!! OMG. This song. The first time I heard this song I didn`t really.. like it. BUT THAT WAS BEFORE I HEARD THE WHOLE SONG. It's full of CUTENESS DAMMIT !!! "Kimi wa boku no FRIENDS" Gawd, Jaejoong. Your voice = ♥♥~ it's so CUTE & SQUISHY. =O=;;;

That's it I`m calling Junsu Junjjang now. -takes KJJ's nickname for Su-
I feel so biased. >______<;;;;
I really can`t help it. With ANYBAND, now BONJOUR PARIS, and then I can`t wait for the Together MV ! I can tell it's going to be really.. cute. I can just feel it, y`know? XDD;;;
Let's get together!

No. Freakin`. WAY. O______________O;;;;

2007-11-15T12:43:17Z

ANYBAND WILL BE AT MKMF 2007 ?!?!?!!!! [its a very big rumour don`t kill me if it's true.. I think i`ll kill myself first though]
-dies-
That would be one of my dreams come true !!!! No joke. *O*
In this case, I will definitely try and watch this thing LIVE. T_______T;;
But the article didn`t mention Tablo.. D=. Or Jin Bora. DX. Only BoA & Junsu. >__O
I can`t believe this~ IT WILL ROCK. I`M SO CERTAIN OF THIS. >O<
..speaking of MKMF, DBSK lost. Ahhwell~ Shinhwa has a pretty strong fanbase so I guess we couldn`t hold them off =[... but the Guest List looks very promising.. considering DBSK is going to be there (?).. hopefully and give out an award 8D;;

And it's as if LSM ..or SOMEONE was listening to me yesterday when I complained about having no 张力尹 news on her album..
BECAUSE IT'S SCHEDULED FOR EARLY NEXT YEAR !!! 8DDDDV !!!
So happy, yo!! They better not push this back even MORE. 'Cause THEN I won`t be happy at all. TT;;;
And I will raid everywhere for this CD dammit, I will even beg or smthg. >>;;;
Gah. I`m so impulsive. D=

Tohoshinki has dropped to 4th place today on Oricon =[[
They swapped places with UVERworld. Aww man why these two bands ;~;.
If anything, H!S!J will rank first at the end of the week [it's expected; just stating the obvious xD;;]
But if a miracle comes, then please at least Laruku beat them and make Johnny angry XD! -never gonna happen though >>;;;-
Something a bit surprising; but LAST ANGEL is still in the top 15. That's expected of a Kuu single though 8D so that's two singles DBSK is in that is still in the top 15 !! v^____^v

CSJH's new album. I`m a bit sad there isn`t more new material but I guess they DID release a lot of singles before they released this... however I`m still happy with it ^__^ I like the news songs a lot~~ ♥ ESPECIALLY 5cm. *O*.
And the new version of Just For One Day with Jaejoong sounds so much better than the version on the Piranha single. It made me like the song more.. I felt it didn`t feel right with Jaejoong singing; I felt more comfortable with Kyuhyun singing =X. But this jazz-ed up version is much better.. because it sounds like they re-recorded it!! ^^

I should be up to date with everything now. D=
Tomorrow.. fundraising dinner o.O;;;.
IN WHICH MUSIC STATION & MUSIC JAPAN PERFOMANCES should`ve come out by the the time I get home 8DDv!
Yay \O/~.. which actually means my HDD dies a bit more.. if not a lot. >[

pulls hair out

2007-11-10T03:19:43Z

Ok, I`ve calmed down since the last post.
Yes, really. ^^;;;
BECAUSE ANYBAND CAME OUT XDDDDD
-my gawd i`m so slow >>;;-
Well actually i`m not 8D;, I can spazz now but couldn`t when I first found the news.. -was supposed to be studying ><;;-
It ISH SO GOOD. JUNSU you kill me endlessly..~ and he was actually spraying the wall!! *isshot* It's so obvious but I was just.. surprised(?) he was actually spraying it.. >>;;;
AND WTF singing to the phone?!?!! Gawd; makes me jealous of that phone now~~ >O<;;
ANDAND waahh the hug at the end with Jin Bora !!! >O< it's so cute! but i`msh still jealous TT;;;

Speaking of which, I don`t even know the models of the phones that were in the ad. /bricked.
Honestly, it's literally the most important thing in the CF and I don`t even know what it is... xD;;;
Just shows how much the `stars` were shining more than the shiny phone itself... =P
AND TABLO OMGOODNESS~~ He seemed more like the leader than Junsu or BoA IMO ^^;;
I found it funny how he found the pothole(?) and hid under it XD;; it reminds me of Futurama for some reason XD;;;

BoA seemed to remind me of a fanfic character.. PUAHHA don`t ask. Actually, not the main one but the side storyline of Junsu + BoA + Tablo + Jin Bora being childhood friends and coming together to make music reminds me of a story I've read.. slightly. I think it was High School Royalty =/ [BoA being Mira Park, proud and basically the central character to which the storyline runs through and I don`t really understand what I just wrote -fails-]

APART FROM THAT~ JIN BORA HAS MAD SKILLZ *O* No, not in putting up posters XD;;
I mean in TPL !!! OMG I love this song to death~ I've played TPL & Promise You on repeat the past two days~ >O<
Those keyboard sounds you hear in the music.. espcially in the little solo part in TPL~ omg Jin Bora you are too COOL DAMMIT >O<
Love the Junsu + BoA + Tablo + Jin Bora -nesss~~~ especially the harmonisation *O*~
And I know how everyone likes SuA, but for me.. its.. SUBLO. OR TABSU OR.. JUNBLO. omg my names suck. T__T;;
But yes, in TPL, the "Anywhere you go~" part~ -has overanalyzed everything xD;;;-
And in the making of video !! ^O^
So many extras !! I wonder how many people were actually involved in production o.o'''
And rumour has it that TABLO WROTE TPL?! If this is true, then.. waaaaaaahhh *jumps up and down and twirls around* XD;; love his parts in the songs~ "you`re like a song on a constant playback~" XDD!

So now that I've spazzed.. I should be able to get back to studying. TT;;;
At least now I know what to study for..roughly. =O=;;
And everyone's saying "SC is no big deal. It doesn`t even matter if you continue to Year 11/12 !!"
But hello! I've got asian parents. ;TOT;
Thank god they`ve been away while my trials were on~ since i nearly failed DX
Gaahh~ i`ve been complaining way too much. I think everyone's getting annoyed at me for that. And I think even my f-list! Sorry, nee ? m(_ _)m
After this coming week.. at least by Wednesday I won`t be so whingy !! ^^;;;;; Bear with me `til then yeah? ><;;;
Only.. 6 exams left til` I can relax and be normal. Yes. BE NORMAL. ^___^;;; [unnatural but will try to]

Ganbatte to all year 10 students !! .___.;;

eternity_faded @ 2007-10-31T20:05:00

2007-10-31T10:17:22Z

Got nearly all my trials results back. DX. Gahh..Science and English teachers.. man they mark so slow. (esp. Science.. and she`s our year advisor !! >>;;) =O=;;
Maths was total.. shitness. T______________________T;;; Parents not gonna be happy.. X.X
History was actually alright.. woot~
Geo.. neehh could be better =/
Computing puahaha 91/100 8D;;;
PDHPE.. oh well. No more tests for pdhpe at least !!!!

The 2nd Live Concert Tour 'O' Seoul Encore has totally reignited my love for Love in the Ice. Well it never went away.. it's just that new stuff kept coming out and .. err.. yeh. BUT HOMG THIS SONG <333~~ Yess I know everyone has spazzed about this before (myself included) but.. now i`m in love with this song all over again ♥
I can`t believe they sang this song at the Encore. WOOOT!!! We definitely need more lives of this. It really shows off their vocals. And! it sets them apart from other groups. 8D;;; ~~oki`mbiased.~~ >>;; I cried everytime I watched the Junsu fancam from the first day ~~totallybiased~~ ;~~~; One of the few reasons I love this song to death. ♥♥♥
They sang Sky too! and another Jap song in which I`ve forgotten.. >>;; But why not Ride on?!?! Mann~ that`d be hot.... *O* AND WHITE LIES. O____________O;;; I need to see White Lies live before I die. DX
&&! How much HoSu came outta the first day ?! *O*~ ♥loveit.

Don`t get me started on how sad I felt when I heard about Yunho and his back injury. It pains me to see him looking so bored during the songs where they danced. I mean the poor guy's standing at the back in the dark waiting until the spotlight shines on him.. and decides to strip? XD;;;;; Now that was a surprise.. but really he should be trying to rest... (AND NOT DANCE O_O;;) however it was his choice to go on with the concert (i expected that.. this is teh stubborn LEADER-sshi we are talking about... >>;;).. ...*bawls*.. and then Jaejoong fell into a hole.. (like seriously, wtf?!!).. rumours of Changmin with gastritis?! (don`t know where this came from..><;;) Yoochun lost his voice?! and ALSO Junsu hurt his leg DX. {All of these are rumours though; please don`t quote me on that D=}

What's with all this bad luck dawning on them all of a sudden?!?!! I personally think the Encore Concert shouldn`tve been scheduled so close to the release of their new single/s. D=. It was not.. very prepared imho. =/

HOWEVER !!!! The FIRST LAST ANGEL performance on Friday!! Seriously can`t wait for that *______* ANDAND! the Music Fair 21 Episode where they got to sit next to Backstreet Boys on Saturday, yo!! ^O^~ I heard BSB praised them on their vocals??!! KYAAH~~ *O* (Yes.. I used to like BSB a lot.. haha and I was like what, 10 years old when they came out *i think* XD;;;) ...too cool man, too cool. 8DDv And since I love all the artists on that episode.. I think i`ll d/l the whole thing.. pretty crazy of me to do that. Still haven`t finished Hey!x3 which is 2.42GB. I`m totally killing my computer >>;;;;

Oops.. I was supposed to post pictures of "my" surprise but I still haven`t got them off the camera.. err next time? xD;; I was really surprised when I received this from my friends~~ totally awesome gift !! ^O^

BTW; has anyone seen this?! (I don`t know if it`s new or not =X)

I totally died the moment I saw it.. and I don`t really know why.. gawd I`m so biased. Someone slap me, yeah? o(;;>O<;;)o
Angela said the shirt Su's wearing reminds her of a bee. Lawl~ XD It looks pretty recent.. Malaysia perhaps? 8D;

And I just remembered~ Happy Halloween! No one celebrates in Australia.. as far as I know. Oh well. Too "Americanised" as my English Teacher says. >>;;; -is in History mode- *shock horror*

*goes off and tries to ...work. >>;;*
v^____________^v

eternity_faded @ 2007-10-25T19:52:00

2007-10-25T11:33:54Z

Today was a nightmare. I nearly died from stage fright >______<;;;;;;.

I had to perform our hip hop dance in the assembly today for the Bushukan High School visitors. Bushukan is our sister school from Japan 8D! Their uniforms (as all Japanese uniforms...) look really nice and.. proper looking. They look 10 times smarter than what they probably are (not saying they`re not bright but just saying...xD;;) !!! I didn`t get to talk to them, I wanted to ask if they knew any Jpop artists I knew.. *coughcoughTohoshinkicoughcough*. I mean, they ARE getting more popular in Japan x]! Or anime! >>;;;

1st period was rehearsal. I probably lost all my energy because of all the practice @____@. I was literally exhausted before we even performed!! DX. And totally sweating like a pig.. stupid Hall so..humid T__T;;
It was interesting to be in an assembly where half the time the language being spoken was Japanese. XD.

...and so we performed. And we were not..on time. D=. The music started before we got on stage.. thx god there was an intro XD;;.
But it went.. alright. Haha I stuffed up the ending ><;; my mind totally went blank and forgot what I was doing >O< !!!
And this was like the 3rd time we performed it in front of a large audience.. the largest by far!! Three grades plus the 100+ people from Bushukan DX!!!! And the first time was for an audition. In which we didn`t get in but oh well. I didn`t expect to anyway XD;;;.
And it also sucked the fact that I only gathered 9 people when there's supposed to be 16 people in the dance. Freakin` Year 8's. One of them tried to talk to me afterwards, obviously trying to regain their recognition. >>;;

ICT incursion (an excursion IN school >>;;) was straight afterwards; didn`t even have recess!! Gahh.. was pissed off. But we got to eat at least for 5 mins =='''. We got to program *lego* robots [Robotics]. It was alright for the first half (one hour >__O) but then it was boring afterward.. just walked around the classroom (no one was doing anything anyway.. some people were doing the robots though) and was kinda being complimented by people saying I was good on stage and stuff. I don`t think I was; I was exhausted and I stuffed up the ending!! But oh well.. at least it didn`t make me look like a fool ? ^O^

Lunch was even weirder. All the guys in my class were like "Woah.. pro-dancer Jess!!"... Psshh!! Supposedly even my Geo teacher was `impressed`.. I heard from Celine & Tim that he was recording our marks from the Trials and went down the list until he got down to my name and said (they quote!): "Oh, Jessica! Wasn`t she on stage?? She made everyone else look like crap!" I do NOT know if he said crap but roughly that. Like WTF?!?!?!!! @_____@ I can not be `that awesome`. T_________________T;;;; Poor Alice.. she was in the class too. XD;;;

Also... Daewon the baka just so happened to have Lies - Big Bang on his phone and started playing it.. and I was singing along like an idiot XDD;;; ~ "I'm so sorry but I love you da kohjidmal..~" Daewon, Camie & Angela just stared at me like I was some alien. >>;;;. What?! I can`t help it if someone just suddenly puts on some asian music. Especially Lies. It's been my obsession song since it ever came out. 3 months ago?! Nearly. D=. Not as bad as 'O'-正.反.合. though. Still to this day, I will seriously turn into some crazed lunatic if anyone even MENTIONS the song (and start singing along like an idiot as well~). 8DDv~ along with Rising Sun!!! Or or EVEN HUG !! Puaha their most popular songs... TRI-ANGLE doesn`t earn this type of obsession somehow.. it did take a while for it to grow on me =/. I guess I wasn`t a fan of the "visual kei" aspect of it. *shudders at the thought of Junsu & Jaejoong's long long LONG hair......><;;!!!*

Anyway, so I stole it off him through Bluetooth. Woot! No need to manually make the ringtone !!! 8DDv

Since I`ve totally gotten off track.. LAST ANGEL. O_________O;;;;
Junsu looks so freakin` hot & smokin` in this PV it ish NOT funny =Q____. 8O!! Changmin needs to wear hoodies more often. Yunho = phwoar!!!! Yoochun, not really feeling the fur >>;; but otherwise..*dies*. Jaejoong O__________O;;;;;;; *eyes pop out*~

It was an interesting PV. It did somewhat have a `storyline` so that was good ^^;. There was so much Junsu & Changmin in it~ So little Jaejoong IMO. =/. Love the rap part, especially Yunho's part; the digital effects and everything~ kyaah it looks sho cool, yo!! ^O^~ The dance scenes were a bit.. "flashy" but I think that was the intention of the director ^__^;. I really, really, REALLY want to see this whole dance pretty badly. If I don`t I will cry. T___T;;; It looks so good!! *_____* And if they don`t go on Music Station I will.. bash something. >D. Or I dunno.. gah. Saw the schedule of performances; at least it`s way more than SHINE which was only.. once?! D=. Hopefully it`ll be like Summer Dream ^__^~ AND FOREVER LOVE TOO *O* that`s one ballad I must definitely hear live. My computer may die out on me before it comes out though T___________T;;;

Will save a surprise for later... well actually a surprise for me. Haha.. this week was actually really good.. or well so far, Friday's tomorrow! o(>O<)o I`m just way too exhausted to write anymore ToT. I will try and find a video clip of the dance.. but maybe I won`t to save my embarassment XD;;;;

LAST NOTE: TE WO TSUNAIDE IN KOREAN FTW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Mann, Younha really did choose the best songs to re-record in Korean X3333!!! I LOVE this version!! Actually, I love the whole album. It was fun listening the first time and trying to guess what song the korean version was of. But when this song came on I just spazzed out. lalala~.

/is scared. It's raining pretty rough.. =/

~lalala.

2007-10-21T14:19:12Z

AND SO I DID GET DELTA'S ALBUM *O*~
.... a somewhat belated birthday present from my sister. XD;;;
And I bet she heard me mumble in my sleep~ complaining about wanting this CD. >>;;;;
Everyone knows I want this CD lol~ XD
The booklet is very pretty~ she's definitely grown up x33. And theres these two pages in the middle of it where you can pull out and see more pictures of Delta. Very interesting~ haha.
Only halfway through listening to this album.. sounds very good so far ^^

Went out to my grandma's birthday dinner.. boring somewhat, but a good night to socialise I guess.. =/
I saw that idiot of a distant relative. Friggin` hell; he's retarded. No joke. >>;;;

`Tis not fair; my sister (yesterday night) and blindedbypurple (tonight) got to go see Linkin Park in concert ;___;
My sister spent all this morning just rambling on about her lil` adventure moshing XD;;;
So glad I wasn`t there covered in other people's sweat >____<;;;;
Or being stomped on.. o.o'''
She said I probably would`ve been squashed and nearly killed. XD;;
But I still would`ve liked to go TT;;;
Oh well.

Woah. Really weird lyrics from "One Day" - Delta Goodrem:
"One day I'll speak some japanese.."
...wonder where she got that from XD;; (I mean she DID debut in Japan last year.. =/ but wtf??)
She wrote 10/12 songs on the album. Woot~ ^^
Her lyrics are really beautiful.. sometimes a bit cheesy but it works well~ XD!

Ok throughout writing this entry I`ve listened to her album (fully).
♥Love "I Can`t Break It To My Heart" ~
Woah at the lyrics. lalala~ X33

but if I still believe you love me, maybe I`ll survive;
so I tell myself you`re coming home, like you've done a million times.
and if it's alright, i`ll still be loving you
'cause I can`t break it to my heart..~

Slightly cheesy. but omg the me-lo-dy~~~ PIANO FTW! ^______________^

Ok now I must sleep. T______T before I`m told off. Yet I have mild insomnia. =O=
Parents off to HK on Friday. Not too happy even though I should be (no one to nag me!!)..
I`ll be more.. free. and possibly won`t be able to concentrate properly on School Certificate in 3 weeks. D=
At least LAST ANGEL PV should be premiering tomorrow. (If not; I`ll chuck a major fit. >>;;;) It won`t interfere with my studies in the 2 weeks before SC. Heh heh... maybe not. >>;;;;.
Unfortunately, DBSK always keeps me occupied. DX
Forever Love comes out in the week of my exam noo~ my spazzing must wait til like.. the week after >O<!!
Fangirling cannot wait! T____T
And I have no clue why I`m mentioning this NOW.. >>;;;

MUST SLEEP. D=

p.s Subway @ Gladesville has the ~~shittest~~ worst service. I have never seen poorer service, seriously! ==''' .

LAST ANGEL. O

2007-10-20T06:16:19Z

LAST ANGEL PV PREVIEW. TOTALLY KEELED ME. O__________________O;;;;
I was expecting a "black" background; but it looks like.. white + crystal glass. o.O;;;
IT'S SO... PRETTY?!! I've never been so excited for a PV (or well maybe.. "O" was an exception.. but.. still.. !!) !!!!!
AND I WAS RIGHT. PUAHAHHA~~
JUNSU SINGS THE FIRST "COME ON TONIGHT~" ADLIB. WAHAHA. It's just that I read most people said that Jaejoong did it but I was definitely sure that it was Junsu. && ..yeh. XD! Proves my ears aren`t deceiving me.. keke.
Can`t wait for the full PV~ kyaah it looks so.. good. The dance looks awesome *O*~

MONDAY BETTER BE THE DAY THE PV IS RELEASED. OR I WILL BE SO AGGRO ON TUESDAY. AND AT SCI. TUITION. PEOPLE DON`T WANT ME AGGRO. >[. BE WARNED; TSU. BE VERY WARNED. >O<

Oooh yes. Silver Highlights + Black Nail polish; mann, Yunho was totally showing it off XD!

And since I haven`t written about it I will now; Forever Love.
First time I heard it on Bigeastation, I didn`t really feel.. the "impact" of the song. Maybe it was the bad quality of it or something; i don`t know. I just played it on WMP all the time and was never err.. really `feeling` it.
Until the PV came out. Like WOAH. Total 360 degree turn around.
It's the prettiest thing since Love in the Ice. Well that wasn`t long ago.. but their Japanese Ballads are ABSOLUTE♡LOVE. I instantly love their Japanese & Korean Ballads. And I used to not really listen to ballads before I came across DBSK. Amazing what a fandom can do to you. XD!
Love the arrangement; music; lyrics (*__* it's like a tragic story..) ... everything!! Can`t get enough of it. XD Even though I kind of expected more from the PV.. but I like it more than Lovin` you's PV. ^^;;; Or more like I like the song more than Lovin` you.. =/. This song is WORTH the top spot on Oricon. But beating Hey! Say! Jump is gonna be hard.. and I forgot who the other people were going to be >__<;;;.

LAST ANGEL better be the breakthrough for Tohoshinki. To get on MUSIC STATION that is. Stupid JE empowerment monopoly thing. >>;;;;;; To be invited to Music Station is going to be tough.. =/. I hope they do a lot of promotion! Considering it's Koda Kumi it's not gonna be hard 8D;;. She's EVERYWHERE. A lot of shows and all that XD. And Resident Evil! The song actually works well with the ad for it. =33 Imagine Akihabara, Tokyo showing this trailer in its stores... maybe. XD

The short BARKS clip with Kuu + Tohoshinki was amusing. And it wasn`t because they were laughing. Changmin's hair was combed really... high(?) and made Yunho look really short. Their jackets look like err.. life-jackets. o.o'' ~~don`t keel me plz!~~ Especially Kuu's. XD;;;; Jaejoong was cute. =P

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Friday I didn`t have to go to school~ yay! I got to catch up with my fandoms that I had been missing because of stupid Trials. I`ve had my head bogged down for.. what 12 hours?!?! Had a stiff neck since Wednesday >>;;;. I seriusly had never been so exhausted in my life. Ever. Imagine HSC. D=

Photography test was so funny! Guess what appeared in my test paper..?? DRAGONBALL Z. ANIME STILLS. ^O^~ I nearly LOL-ed when I turned the page and saw what I had to do with it. I mean seriously, ANIME?!?!! Of all things in a photography exam ?!! I guess because Animation is linked to Digital Media, but to include DBZ as an example... I was jumping up and down in my seat, I was too excited!! The test examiners just stared at me (I think).. >>;;;
And people in the row behind me were probably like "WTF is wrong with her?!" XD;;
We had to write how the audience was involved in the "artwork" in the examples. We had to choose 2 from 4 and I did the DBZ one (of course!) and.. the Fighter MV by Christina Aguilera. That was totally random too. <<D

So now my Trials are over.. time for the actual School Cert. exams in Week 5. And it's Week 1. or well Week 2 now. NO MORE PHOTOGRAPHY EXAMS. EVER. WOOHOO! ^__________^ But my assignments are still due for that.. >>;;;. Gah. Oh.. well. ==''''

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My computer is dying. No literally. I once had it THIS low.
I don`t have space for my Big Bang Lie (REMIX!) performances ;___;. Dammit. >>;;;. OR my 초신성 Supernova performances either. GAH. This is a tragedy. T________T. Aaand I have to get the MV for HIT as well. D=. Which is like 30 minutes long~~ watched it already but it was terrible quality. Can`t stand LQ stuff. T______T makes me go *CRAZY~~ lalala.

O_________________O;;; DELTA'S ALBUM RELEASES TODAY. DX. GAH. I need to get it before I explode because I can`t listen to it. I am a firm believer in supporting artists. It's just that I don`t have any CD shops that actually sell *REAL* asian CDs. YesAsia is out of the question ;___;. I need money. AADBSKII looks so good it would me make me die of happiness if I ever got my hands on it. TT;;;. Delta~~ ==''. Yes, I am still a Delta fan! Whoever said I wasn`t is lying. >D.

Must watch Attack of the Pin-up Boys. Like, now. 8DD;. Yeah I`m pretty slow. >>;;. I just know it's gonna be full of crack. XD! B-b-bye for now~ =33

Hmm...

2007-10-11T01:59:06Z

I can't even COUNT the amount of times my computer dies halfway through writing an LJ entry. TT;;;;
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I haven`t bothered studying... yet. Exams are first week back (next week DX) and I haven`t done..anything. =O=;;;;;
"No motivation; can`t concentrate." Two excuses that have been overused already. Gah. But I really can`t!! I guess I can concentrate on English.. but that's cos it's the easiest to study next to history (dates; events; etc.). Science is a total failure, same with Maths. T_______T;;; Geography.. DX. I totally fail at mapping skills =O=;;. PDHPE.. studying health?! =O=;;. Photography.. oh gawd. The questions are so hard to answer!! (*coughmyteachergaveusthepaperalreadyD=cough*). Oh but Computing Skills is easy. The test itself is easy, so yay! E.g from last year's paper, "What tool outlines text?" in a word processing program (i.e Microsoft Word). Of course the answer is "BOLD". Too easy. XD!

But at least this holidays I can.. relax? =33. I've been trying to finish anime series/dramas that I had started but never got round to finishing. I finished Nodame Cantabile (THIS TOPS MY "FAVOURITE♥JDRAMAS" LIST !!!! It is absolute love.), Nobuta wo Produce (Yupp, finally finished. It came out.. ages ago. XD;;) and Darker than Black -Kuro no Keiyakusha- (The ending is.. OMG SO SWEET = HEI/YIN!!!!) Woot!!! So happy~ it's a record! Haha, I've been breaking personal records this holidays whee~. Another personal record I've broken = I've only been out with friends.. err once? So far at least. Friday doesn't count 'cause I went to my friend's house. But seriously, D=. It's kind of a tragedy, but I guess no one really wants to go out 'cause they`re all studying. =O=;;;

And I've been downloading albums everyday ><;;;; It sounds pretty bad considering we should be supporting the artist. But as I have no access to some asian CD store that sells the stuff I want, and I can`t order online, this is the only way ;______;. Unless I go to Hong Kong that is !! 8DD But that's not gonna happen anytime soon >>;;;.

I spent one night trying to rename all the JJ Lin albums (minus West Side; ♥ that album!!) that I got off Crystal. One night. I've never seen such disorganisation in file names. XD;;;; If you don't know, I'm really (or well, I try to be) organised with my music files. Must be either "Artist - Album Name - Track No. Song" or just "Track No. Song". And because for some reason if my file name has Foreign Characters i.e Chinese, Korean or Japanese in it's file name, it won`t play. ==''' And the JJ Lin songs all had chinese characters in it T_____________T;;;;. But at least it was worth it, I don`t know why I didn't listen to his stuff before *O*~ I can't find one song I don`t like!!

At least this fits in with my goal of re-organising my music collection. 8DD. I just checked the other day and my Music folder (minus the DBSK folder 'cause that's filled with.. err pictures, random videos, etc) is 36gb. Might seem like a little to some of you, but that's huge on my computer. Especially with my computer dying of no "virtual memory." D=
My DBSK folder on the other hand is 11gb alone. It doesn't count all the performances, new videos and fancams though (I keep them on the 'free-er' drive). And it doesn't help I've only burnt SOME of that stuff. =='' I need an external drive, badly. Pretty badly too. 1gb left on my D drive. DX

I should be trying to mature but I think I've gone the other way. =='''
Saturday is gonna be ...interesting. xD;;;
2 days to go!!
I dare you all to guess what it's going to be ^O^~ lalalalala.
But then 4 more days to exams. D8.
The major reason why I'm not looking forward to the 13th. ToT.

Animania Sydney - September 2007 (Part 1)

2007-10-05T13:39:30Z

If this DOES NOT work again, I will seriously.. do something about my computer. I've tried posting twice already and it shuts down completely! T_________T;;;

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Animania was fun. XD
It could've been better I suppose, but it was still an awesome weekend ! =33
I spent under $40 !! It's a RECORD ! XD Since I'm such a big spender...>>;;;
I can't be bothered writing up every detail (esp. since my browser has stuffed up twice already on me =O=) but I'll just list some important stuff =D:

- Cosplays were AWESOME! So much better than last year by far. At least I recognised more stuff, lol. I wanted to cosplay (as I've previously mentioned) but...ahhwell. Next year, maybe? XD Maybe I should try Yin from Darker than Black or something...hmmm.. ^________^;;

- I didn't sing after all!! Puahaa~ to all that wanted footage of me singing. Instead, I danced. >_______> to Hare Hare Yukai! (Search it on Youtube, suzumiya haruhi no yuutsu hare hare yukai. Or in not so many words =D) It was embarassing, but I managed in the end. We didn't win anything though. =O=;;;; And I STILL remember the dance.. I was doing it at Anita's today. XD;;;;; Thank god no one actually was paying attention to what I was doing.....XD

- Daewon, Josh &co. was err.. hmm interesting to hang around. They totally didn't look enthusiastic at all about anything. >>;; Josh kept complaining about coming 3rd in Smash Mario Bros. lol. I wanted to see their face when the Balloons cosplay came on. SPEAKING OF WHICH !! >>>>>

- A BLEACH COSPLAY GROUP THERE DID A "BALLOONS" SKIT. DBSK BALLOONS I`M TALKING ABOUT `ERE !!!! They were dancing and everything!!! Thank god I had just walked out of the Karaoke Lounge!!! WAS SO HAPPY !! I was fully dancing along too. People stared at me and Tsu like "WTF??" but who cares! WE SHOW OUR LOVE TO DBSK ANYTIME, ANYWHERE, 24/7. ^O^~~ We screamed like crazy at the end~~ puahhahahha~~ I wanted to ask them later if they were DBSK fangirls but err.. it was too random of me to do that =O=;; didn't see them anyway XD;; That totally made my day, I think. 8DD;

- Oh yes I haven't even talked about this. Friday night was so exhausting. I had spent the whole morning of that day in Sick Bay at school (yes, still had school unlike other non-public schools. >>;;;) so I was really tired and ..well sick. But I still went! Didn't want to miss out on anything !!! But actually.. there was nothing to do anyway. ==''' Ohwell...=/

- Sunday was more interesting, I guess. I had Cosplay to look forward to! (And filming...puahahhah~^O^) But first. I was dressed Gothic Lolita. And don't ask why, my sister had suggested it to me the previous night. So.. weird. But yup, little black dress was me with those "socks" with holes in them. XD;;;;; First time I had done anything like that.. it was fun! =D Though I wasn't technically in cosplay, and I was hanging around all these Naruto cosplayers....>>;;; Tsu was well.. cosplaying Tsu! (Tsunade that is XD Oh god I'm lame.. oh I must tell you this lame joke I told later! XD"") It was fun seeing her in a blonde wig.. ahahahhaha~ XD

So that was it. Yup, took many photos. And shall post them up now !! Will try and do this in the most cleanest way (I'm terrible at layout...>>;;)

SATURDAY :

Prince of Tennis! : Ryoma + Rikkaidai
One Piece Skit - it was really well synchronised =33
BLEACH! No, not the Balloons one unfortunately. I was too busy jumping up and down to take pix
Anbu from Naruto. I've definitely got a better pix of this, I took it with my friend's camera earlier in the day. Those costumes - so cool! XD
Gintama! Shinpachi and the Duck. In which I've forgotten the name (unless it's just called... duck. >>;; The finale cosplay =P

I'm gonna do Sunday tomorrow. Tonight is too tiring...lalala~ look forward to it! =P Sorry the pics are too dark.. my camera sucks when its in use in not much light despite the fact there were flashes from everywhere in the hall. =/
I just suck at photography. XD;;

Fangirl-ing comes tomorrow as well. XD! Lim Jeong Hee's album = <333333333~~~~ !!!! ^O^~

Oh yes! and Vids too. Provided YT co-operates with me =D